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[fck_yeah_tennis]

 I need a new hobby...

Preferably one that relieves....tension.......


[Screened to Kise]

This sucks. 

[Screened to Fuji] 

Hey, how was your day? 

(ooc: ryoma is officially not sleeping around anymore in an effort to win Fuji back and show him he's only got eyes for him. Sooooo he's a bit...pent up... <<;; strikes deleted ) 

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[fck_yeah_tennis]

Yeah, that would be good I guess.

[Screened]

The fuck do I even do with myself now?

[nantokacchi]

Skydiving? You have the money, so...


[screened]
I don't know. After last Sunday... when you came over. I was really sad because I love you Ryo. You're my favourite person. Senpai, he comes first because I don't even know why, but you're the easiest person to love and I love you a lot. It's not just the sex... so I know there's more you can do than just have sex. I still love you... even if it's hard knowing I can't sleep with you anymore. And now I'm feeling... you're better than me, Ryo. You can do this, you're done it before... and you don't drink either, you've done that too. I'm weak. The guy I want to be with his all over me just waiting for me to stop being a slut but I can't... and it's not lack of love, it's just that I'm really weak... and you aren't.

[fck_yeah_tennis]

Skydiving huh? I could try that...

[Screened]

...You're not weak, Ryota. You just need to find your strength. You have it in abundance, you just don't use it much. It's there though.

And I love you too, you're my best friend. Even without sex, I'm not going anywhere.

You know I'm always here, right? For anything. Even if you just wanna keysmash at me. I don't care, anytime of the day, i'm here.

[nantokacchi]

Really?! I wanna come and see.


[screened]
<3 Thank you Ryo